In this gospel, John declares himself unworthy to be in the presence of the Son of God when he says, “ the strap of whose sandals I am not worthy to stoop down and untie.” Many of us are like John at this moment because there are times when we believe we are not worthy of God’s love and mercy. I know I have had my moments when I have doubted myself and thought that God did not have time to acknowledge me and answer my prayers.
What’s difficult to comprehend about God’s love and answers are that his gifts don’t always come when we ask and they don’t always come in ways we expect. I have recognized God’s gifts through the people he has sent my way and through the opportunities that I have taken advantage of. I know these are acts of God because just like in the gospel, when “the heavens being torn open and the Spirit descending on him like a dove,” God has shown me the light of the path I shall take and who will be a part of it.
This past year has been very difficult for us all, including myself. But I have always turned to God for guidance and support. Through these tough times he has strengthened my perseverance, motivation, and hope. We are able to overcome difficult trials because we have God, family and friends by our side to make sure we continue to prosper.
I am worthy of God’s love. That kind of love can be frightening to accept. But it’s there for us to fully embrace and share with others. It is through love that we may all move forward into the new year and the next chapter of our lives as a community.